C.R.I.P.P.L.E.D
I don’t feel like falling at the moment.
Am tired.
Somebody has something with my supposed-to-be girlfriend.
Am frustrated.
QUITE COMPLICATED.
He didn’t mean so, it just happens.
I don’t know. And don’t want to know.
I just don’t talk to him about her anymore.
We pretend that nothing happens.
Yet I know she always calls him everynight (till dawn?).
I sleep next to him, I know who’s calling, who’s he texting to.
Though he tries to disguise her name.
Am hurt.
My heart’s crippled.
I don’t know who to choose.
He’s a good friend forever.
She’s my first love.
I make believe that there is no
first,
and there is no
forever.
Am confused.
I love her physical,
but am in love with his soul.
Somebody has to be sacrificed (stoned-to-death, maybe?).
I think that’s ME.
d a y l a said,
31 January 2009 @ 12:44 pm
wow.it must hurt.real bad.
stay strong dude~
IBRAHIM: A long journey of finding the cure.
zen said,
7 February 2009 @ 9:11 am
these things happen…and its never simple.
IBRAHIM:
aretine said,
17 March 2009 @ 10:03 pm
nothing can i said..
be strong n im hurt 2.. same wif u.. ur da best brother for me..
only god know da felling 2 be hurt by sombdy dat we loved so much.. i will pray for ur hapines..
IBRAHIM: I’ll pray for your serenity, too, dear. Remember, things that don’t kill us, will only make us stronger. We both should make sure not to fall at the wrong place for the 2nd time.
aretine said,
17 March 2009 @ 10:06 pm
just want 2 say im hurt 2 same wif u.. ur da best brother dat i ever had b4.. be strong… only god know our feeling…
IBRAHIM: God knows our feelings. They’re soft and fragile. Therefore He wants to make us stronger by putting this trial.